Monday, February 8, 2010
Missing Mom
Not quite three months, and reality still has not set in. I have many dreams about my mom and most of them she is alive. My latest dream was when she popped of the casket and she was alive the whole time. What does these dreams mean? I don't know what I am feeling. I have days when I feel good and happy mom is a better place and other days I feel guilty and loneliness. Why God do I feel this way? I been going to behavioral counseling, Psychologist, and bereavement groups. Does the pain every stop? I tried a new recipe . I tried to make chocolate cover strawberries and I made some good lamb shanks. I even tried a super salad. I try something new to keep my mine off of the loosing my mom the way I did.
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Wow im soo srry about your lost. I lost my father 4th of July almost 2 years ago, and it is very hard. but simply try to think of the good times you two had and laughter will always over come the sorrow.
ReplyDeletethat has to be hard to lose someone on a holiday. Its very hard right now because i also take care of my 90 year old granny. how did u deal with grief?
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